In the recent months (well basically this entire semester as of far), I have not been dealing with my stress well. In the first week of school, I had a really anxious breakdown over assignments. Look at the state of things now, I am not as motivated as I used to be. I really want to get myself out of this dark place because right now, I’m very mentally, physically, emotionally and academically frustrated with myself.
I feel like I’ve lost control of a lot of things, mainly my health and emotional stability. I feel like there has been so much that I have accomplished over the 8/9 weeks of school, but it never seems to be enough. I can’t say that I’m not happy either because I have been supported by my family and friends so much.
Lord, I really don’t know what will happen but I know that I want it to change today. I release all my burdens to you. I release my self-pity and sorrow to you. Amen.
Let no one say when he is tempted, “I am being tempted by God”, for god cannot be tempted by evil, and He himself does not temp anyone.” But each one is tempted when he is carried away and enticed by his own lust.
James 1:13-14 NASB